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Our Poetry
Evangelization
It’s not me, Lord -
It’s Your wonderful Spirit that touches their hearts;
I’m just a poor vessel
With weakness and fear;
It’s not me, Lord -
Your Spirit is drawing them near.
Oh, what joy, Lord -
To see Your great power in their eyes touched with love,
Where anger once reigned;
Oh, now they can see!
Oh, what joy, Lord -
They’re looking at Jesus through me!
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Marian Banducci
No More Can Our Love Ever Be
The depth of my hate is as great as the sea
For the woman who once I called mine;
I loved her with passion and tender concern
That turned sour like leftover wine.
We dated and then we were married in church
With our dreams mounting up to the sky;
Our honeymoon days were our Heaven on earth
"Til the shadow of death passed us by.
She told me she loved me and then broke the news
That a baby was now on the way;
I hugged her and kissed her and then in her eyes
I could see a strange look that cruel day.
Instead of the softness of love on her face,
The hardness of Hell came to be:
She told me the time was not right for a child -
"I’VE MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE - YOU WILL SEE."
I stood for a moment in sickening shock!
Then the words came in epithets wild!
I pleaded and argued and shouted her name!
"MARY, DON’T TAKE THE LIFE OF OUR CHILD!"
Impassive she was like a pillar of salt -
A stranger she now was to me;
She made an appointment and did her foul deed!
No more can our love ever be.
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Marian Banducci
"THESE SIX THINGS DOTH THE LORD HATE; YEA, SEVEN ARE AN ABOMINATION UNTO HIM:
A PROUD LOOK, A LYING TONGUE, AND HANDS THAT SHED INNOCENT BLOOD. (Proverbs 6, 16-17)
Twice Blessed
The child of my child I now hold in my arms;
Defenses all down - I’ve succumbed to her charms;
Her toes how enchanting! Her hands sheer delight!
Oh baby, oh baby - it’s love at first sight!
To see the perfection of God in your eyes!
I knew you were coming - so why the surprise?
To witness this miracle - child come to be;
Oh, child of my child - you’re life’s sweet mystery!!
You look like your mother and now I recall
A day wrought in fear like a tottering wall
About to envelop my heart and my soul;
To kill my own baby was my desperate goal.
And then as I walked in the cold winter air,
I heard a small voice like an angel in prayer:
"PLEASE DON’T KILL Y OUR BABY!" she pleaded with me
"MY JESUS WILL HELP YOU AND SET YOUR HEART FREE!"
"NOW THIS IS A PICTURE OF ONE WHO HAS DIED -
"WAS KILLED BY ABORTION" - she pointed inside;
And suddenly all of my fear was allayed;
As I turned to thank her, I wept and I prayed.
And now as I think of the deed almost done,
I’m TWICE BLESSED - oh, thank God for this little one!
Oh, child of my child what a wonder you are!
You shine on my life like a bright morning star!!
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Marian Banducci
What Do You See, Nurse?
What do you see, nurse - what do you see?
What are you thinking when you look at me -
A crabbed old woman, not very wise
Uncertain of habit with far-away eyes,
Who dribbles her food and makes no reply
"I do wish you’d try."
Who seems not to notice the things that you do
And forever is losing a stocking or shoe.
Who resisting or not, lets you do as you will
With bathing and feeding, the long day to fill.
Is that what you’re thinking, is that what you see?
Then open your eyes, nurse, you’re not looking at me.
I’ll tell you who I am as I sit here so still,
As I move at your bidding, eat at your will.
I’m a small child of six with a father and mother
In a close knit family who love one another.
A young girl of sixteen with wings on her feet
Dreaming that soon a lover she’ll meet.
A bride soon at twenty - my heart gives a leap
Remembering the vows I promised to keep.
At twenty-five now I have young of my own
Who need me to build a secure happy home.
Into my thirties, time, where does it go?
My mischievous, fun-loving boys, how they grow!
At forty-six, my young sons have grown up and gone,
But my man’s beside me to see I don’t mourn.
Along in my fifties grandbabies we see,
How we treasure their visits, my husband and me.
Dark days are upon me, my husband is dead,
I look at the future, I shudder with dread,
For my young are all rearing young of their own,
I think of the years and the love that I’ve known.
I’m an old woman now and nature is cruel
Tis her jest to make old age look like a fool.
The Body it crumbles, grace and vigor depart,
There is a stone where I once had a heart.
But inside this old carcass a young girl still dwells,
And now and again my battered heart swells.
I remember the joys, I remember the pain
And I’m loving and living life over again.
I think of the years, all too few, gone too fast
And accept the stark fact that nothing can last.
So open your eyes, nurse, open and see
Not a crabbed old woman, look closer - SEE ME!!!
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Phyllis McCormack
The Predator
Betsy with her starry eyes
Sits all alone again;
Memories now invade her heart
Like storm clouds crowding in.
"Was it just six months ago
When life was pure and sweet?
Then he walked into my life
With all of his deceit.
Winning her by flattery
He knew just what to say;
Conquest was his only aim,
An easy game to play.
Now a room with stark white walls
Comes back to haunt "her dream";
Doctors with their faces masked
Like ghosts at Hallow’en.
Betsy waiting by herself
Her heart encased in fear;
Time seems stopped and now she knows
The smell of death is near.
Just in time she finds a door -
The outside world smells sweet;
Songbirds sing their praise to God
In trees along the street.
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Betsy with her starry eyes
Sits all alone again
Thinking of the man she loved -
Her memories ebb and wane.
How could an hour of foolishness
Be causing so much pain?
If only she could take it back
And live those days again.
Calls to tell him of her plight
Were heard and then ignored;
News "he’s seeing someone else"
Pierced like a fiery sword.
Like a tiger stalks his prey
He knew no wrong nor right;
Faceless now he is to her -
A creature of the night
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Betsy with her starry eyes
Learned "love’s" not what it seems;
New life stirs within her womb
And Betsy hopes and dreams.
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Marian Banducci
Christmas Homecoming
She walked along the same old street she’d known for many years;
And yet it had a different look through all her pent-up tears;
The signs of "Christmas coming soon" were hanging everywhere;
The hollow sound of Silent Night came floating through the air.
She thought of Christmas days gone by with gifts for everyone,
When time was long and trouble short and all was games and fun;
When all the future held for her were dreams of paradise
And Life was one great mystery as seen through children’s eyes.
And then reality returned - one word rang through and through -
The word that wouldn’t go away - oh what was she to do?
For "PREGNANT" now would change her life like storm clouds bring the rain;
Oh, how she wished her childhood days could now come back again.
She reached her house - the old familiar porch was waiting there;
With pounding heart she pressed the bell and breathed an anxious prayer;
And soon a mother’s love was there with smiles and happy tears;
She hugged her close and told her how she missed her all those years.
"You’re still my little girl, you know - remember how you cried -
"When you fell off the neighbor’s bike you weren’t supposed to ride?
"Your broken arm was healed in time - and God will heal this too;
"Your life will never be the same - but we will see this through."
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The fire crackled on the hearth with "Christmas" everywhere;
Through misty eyes the prodigal saw Jesus’ manger there;
She wound a Christmas music box that tinkled through the air,
And through the strains of Silent Night, she breathed a thankful prayer.
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Marian Banducci
The White Dress
"We talked it over just last night" -
Her voice was low and still;
"My question is - do you know how
"I can get on the Pill?"
And as she spoke she seemed confused -
A child who’d lost her way;
She said this time would be the first -
"A virgin" she did say.
I asked her if she went to church
"Oh, yes" she quickly said;
"Then you must know that having sex
"Is for the marriage bed!"
"Your boyfriend may get tired of you
"And cast your love aside
"Like shoes he’ll never wear again
"And then you’ll lose your pride."
"Just think about your wedding day
"A VICTORY that will be
"If you can wear a long white dress -
"A sign of purity."
"Virginity’s a priceless jewel
"That God has given you!
"So thank the Lord and ask His help
"In all you say and do."
"I’ve changed my mind" she quickly said -
Her voice assured and free;
"It’s what you said about the dress
"That really blesses me!"
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Marian Banducci
The Dumping Ground
Oh, little one there is no stone
To mark the spot where you now lie -
No eulogy to bring the tears
Of mourners lined to pass you by.
You’re lying now amid the sod,
Your ashes scattered here and there;
Entombed with other babes like you
With trash and garbage everywhere.
Somehow a mother’s heart once cold
Is kindled by her thoughts of you -
A fiery furnace of despair
Consumes her soul - oh what to do?
And echoing through her tortured mind
Are words she once believed were wise:
PRO-CHOICE? PRO-CHOICE? - the choice to kill?!!
THESE WORDS ARE LIES! THESE WORDS ARE LIES!
And now her tears are flowing free;
She bows her head and breathes a prayer;
And somewhere in a garbage heap
The wind blows ashes everywhere.
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Marian Banducci
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The Shaky Precipice
Oh. foolish one, you know not what you do!
The game you play was never meant for you;
You’re skating on thin ice where danger lies;
Deep waters soon will take you by surprise!
Just yesterday your days were so carefree -
A child you were upon your mother’s knee;
And now, sweet teen, a grown-up role you play,
Oh, child-woman caught up in the fray.
Now like a sudden storm that blows through town,
You’re PREGNANT and your life turns upside down!
Your boyfriend doesn’t call and soon you know
His words of love were just an empty show.
Two paths are beckoning - neither one is free:
A price to pay in human misery;
To kill the child, an agony sublime!
To keep the child, a sacrifice in time!
Sweet teen, when life should hold a promise rare
Of husband, home and love beyond compare,
Upon a shaky precipice you stand!
Your future now no more at your command.
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Marian Banducci
I Worship You
I worship You through every tree
Whose outstretched limbs so poignantly
Reflect Your "finished sacrifice" -
My wondrous Lord of earth and skies!
I worship You through every bird
Who builds her nest programmed by You!
Her sweet, sweet song reflects Your peace -
My Lord whose wonders never cease.
I worship You through every flower
Whose beauty beckons by the hour -
The lily pure, a stately queen;
Your grandeur lies in paths unseen.
I worship You through untouched air
And wind that whispers God is there;
For all creation speaks of You -
From moon to sun upon the dew!
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Marian Banducci
"For the invisible things of Him from the creation of the world are clearly seen,
being understood by the things that are made, even His eternal power and Godhead. . ."
(ROMANS 1-20)
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